Photo of raging river courtesy of Google Images |
Those
of steadfast mind you keep in peace—in peace because they trust in you. Isaiah26:3 NRSV
Following my devotions, I praised God for the beautiful day.
After my time of meditating on Him, Scripture reading, and prayer, I was in a
happy mood. As I sipped my coffee, I enjoyed the view from my window—golden leaves
fluttered on the dogwood tree with the morning sun shining through. I enjoyed
peace.
The first thing on my to-do list was to choose my insurance
plan for the year during annual open enrollment. I sat down before the computer
by the sunny window expecting to complete my task within a few minutes. I
signed onto the website and filled in my personal information. But, to my
dismay, when I got to the screen where I should have been able to make my
selection, the screen was grayed out, and NO Coverage was already selected for
me. I couldn't advance or go backwards. I had to call the 1-800 number for help.
So, with that I began a series of back-to-back calls to my
insurance provider until I finally got an open line, and then I held for over
an hour before a live person spoke to me. During the 2 ½ hour process (by the
end of which all was resolved), I had time to analyze what was happening to my
peaceful happy mood.
Even though my lovely view from the window had not changed, and
God was still God, my focus shifted. As I held the phone, minute by dreary
minute, unpleasant changes were taking place in my body, and my thoughts were scampering about like the squirrels in the tree.
My heart rate rose.
Tension across my forehead warned that my blood pressure had also risen.
My shoulder ached, and my neck got stiff. I felt aggravated and anxious; all
because my focus shifted from God to an unexpected “glitch”.
Allow me to echo the Apostle Paul:
Wretched
man that I am! Who will rescue me from this body of death? (Romans 7:24)
I think it must be part of our
fallen human condition and this earthly piligrimage to suffer these moods and changing feelings so easily
swayed by circumstances and situations beyond our control. Wouldn’t it be grand
if we Christians could rest in perfect and permanent peace all the time? Living constantly in conformity to our faith
in Him? We have hope.
Thanks
be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord! (Rom. 7:25)
Daily, moment by moment, as we seek His grace (through
prayer and reflection, Scripture reading and practicing godly virtues), we can
experience His perfect peace in the midst of the realities of life. With our
focus on Him, His peace will be like stepping stones in the raging river of
life.
For
he is our peace…Ephesians 2:14a
And with our mind stayed on Him, He will lead us to our
eternal home, where all will be peace and light.
Daily, let us pray, Thy
will be done on earth, as it is in heaven. Matthew 6:10b
Sunset at Beaver Creek Reservoir ~ photo courtesy of the talented Eileen DeCamp |
Thanks so much for taking the time to visit Write Moments with God. Some of you will remember this story from last November. It's so reflective of how we are, I thought I'd write about it again.
May you experience His peace today.
Now, to announce the winner of my monthly book giveaway. Norma Gail and I thank all of you who commented.
Caroline Brown is the winner by random drawing of Norma Gail's compelling debut novel, Land of My Dreams. Enjoy!